During my last appointment with my doctor on Friday, we have decided that if baby find it too cozy to come out anytime soon, we will get me induced tomorrow morning 8am.
So, yeah, we will be having the first April Fool's Day baby in our family!! How happening!
I am happy and relief that I will soon be non-pregnant. But at the same time, I feel lousy as labor induction feels like I am forcing my little one to come out when she is not 'ready'. Bad mother.
I am trying to figure out my mixed feelings. Of course, the labor pain, recovery and all. On top of that, I am worried about so many things. If I will ever learn the art of breastfeeding. If I will be able to divide my time equally between attending to a newborn and at the same time, not neglecting Isabelle. I know I am going to miss Isabelle terribly for the next few days while I recuperate in the hospital.
Tomorrow onwards, life is going to be so different. It is never going to be the same. Our family as 4 instead of 3.
God bless Us!