Saturday, August 7, 2010

My Thoughts Today

Watching Isabelle as she sleeps is one of my most favourite thing to do, be it her afternoon nap or in the middle of the night. She looks so much in peace and my mind wonders far far away while I watch her.

Overwhelmed with the unconditional love I have for her yet drowning myself in worries and fear. I wonder what lies ahead for her... will she have a joyful childhood like I had... what type of person is she going to grow up to be... am I doing enough for her... am I doing everything right for her... there never seems to be an end.

One thing for sure, I could not imagine my life with her before she came around and now that I have her here, I can never imagine my life even for just one day without her. And because of that, I will give her the best I can in everything. And somehow it is becoming more vivid to me that being a mother is who I am destined to be.

Cheers to mummyhood :)


2 comments:

I'm a full-time mummy said...

When I see Ben sleeps, I go 'Aww... he looks so angelic! I love this little man to pieces!'

And then he woke up and I went 'Argghhhh... he's like the real life Stitch!'

:P

Happy Mummy said...

LOL Jenny!
Stitch IS cute! :)
My favourite moment is watching Isabelle sleep and also the first 10 mins she wakes up from her sleep/nap. After that, roller coaster.